Family, Friends & Me

My constant companion is a little two year old Chihuahua, she’s my new baby since mine are both grown and living their own lives. I have six grandchildren whom I Love dearly and spoil as much as I can. I have severe depression & fibromyalgia and everything that comes with it. I do baby sit a lot it’s sometimes painful for me but I suffer through it. Taking care of those babies is very important to me, because watching them grow up is what I‘m living for. I really (hate) do not like the cold; I would love to live near the water. Cold hurts me way too much but I live where the winters are cold because this is where my family is. I would probably never get off my massaging + heating pad except there are four toddlers that know how to make me move. I don’t have very many friends because I can’t participate in most activities. Also because lots of people just don’t want to be bothered with someone who’s always miserable… Most People don’t understand my need to be near home because of this illness. My health is bad and I weigh entirely too much. It’s not like I haven’t tried to lose the weight… I’ve done every diet out there and know my failing stems from a habit of self medicating; I tend to eat when I’m upset and lonely. I am a big mess !